Monday, February 28, 2011

I hate this.
I want to be happy.
I don't want to do anything anymore. I've been spending my days in my room, not even wanting to leave my bed. I feel exhausted all the time and I've just been feeling extra down lately. I didn't sleep last night because I just felt really sad/was crying. I don't even know why, I don't have a reason for it. I just..feel bad. I don't know how to change it.
The counselor told me I'm to find something that makes me happy as "homework"..because I couldn't think of anything while there. I can't think of anything that makes me happy anymore. I don't know what I'll say. And I wish I could think of something..


Lola, I'm sorry you're drowning too. I wish I could help you<3

2 comments:

  1. *Wraps self around you and cuddles*

    Sounds like the rabbit hole has pulled you in deep :( I wish I could help!

    Here is a link to a tot having joy-spasms at ripping paper. Maybe it will inspire you or just make you face-desk, who knows?
    http://www.wimp.com/rippingpaper/

    *MASSIVE CUDDLES*

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  2. Oh, honey! I feel the same as you! I'm here for you... no matter what you need.
    If you can hold on, hold on... Things will change!

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